its hard to me to say good bye to him ..sometimes i pray to ALLAH that he will have another girl and leave me ..sometimes i pray to ALLAH that we will be together forever ..sometimes i scared that he will leave me ..but this time i have to let him go ..i know that i'm not his destiny ..i'm just human that destroy his future .i'm so suck,bullshit,stupid as hole ..i'm not a good person ..i hate my self .sharifah binti zainudin u are such a loser